Yeah
dark
smchyrocky

I wish I was someone’s pet....

“This is how it ends

Each on our own

Unless we pretend

Meanwhile our hearts turn to stone

Shaped by wind

Boulders slowly molded over time

Here withinu

I, I want to see youf

Under the makeup

Let all the worry

Vanish away

I want to hold you

Like it's the first time

Like you were still mine

If you wanted out

Didn't I let you go

If you wanted in

Didn't I make it so

It could be

Tenderness escapes so easily

I, I want to see you

Under the makeup

Let all the worry

Vanish away

I want to hold you...”


Wednesday
dark
smchyrocky

The dreams, the sweating rolls of torment.

“Sometimes I stare at the walls when I’m alone in my room, I’m an abusive, reclusive like Dr. Doom.”

-madchild


Towards the Shimmering Silence of September Storms
dark
smchyrocky

Spring? It’s been cold and crappy in many places. I’m ok with that as the chills of winter have left the North slowly.

I have come to anticipate the years - each one with more excitement than the last. I have met more wonderful people this year and things are going well.

I think my philosophy on life is slowly congealing into positive realization. Most questions can be answered with - “is this the way we did things for the last 20,000 years? “. Life has become more safe but also much more synthetic. We are losing ourselves quickly...


Tuesday
dark
smchyrocky

There isn’t much to happiness. I think it involves two things - being comfortable with yourself and either ridding yourself of toxic people or really not caring what they say. Once the drama, the medications, the psychic vampires, the fake layers are gone you can just be you. And enjoy that. Some mountains can never be climbed, some battles shouldn’t be fought, and some things shouldn’t be done. Learn from the past but forget about it. “No regerts” as the tattoo says. Live for the present - we’re all lucky to be here today. And if you whole life is shitty - I love you. Pull yourself up and fix that shit soon.

-R


Tonight
dark
smchyrocky

The lizard slipped and fell pretty hard.   That's all, just sayin'.

I'm looking forward to the new Westworld — every episode I replay brings me new ideas and stories.

In the news, the Government shutdown because of so many years of Democrat spending.  It'll be hard to recover from our Greece-like disposition towards debt.  Finally a leader is not wasting money, finally saying "America First", and trying to walk us out of crippling debt.


Thor's Thunder
dark
smchyrocky

Another night, another thoughtless slumber.  Another day, another daydream wonder.  I always wonder if the dreams are real or the days.  It really doesn't matter, I love living in both worlds.  #automatonforlife



Another night
dark
smchyrocky



The Lost Days of January
dark
smchyrocky

Coldness permeates everything, and with freezing comes a lack of movement, a morbidity I can't explain.  Entropy breathes deep, then relaxes it's grip on everything eventually.


Cold start to the year
dark
smchyrocky
Unfortunately, that didn't go so well. They threw out the appeal, so now I'm stuck like a hog in the tar sands.

Uggg
dark
smchyrocky
Weird morning waking up. These are the dreams you don't write about...

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